| Keeping this thing alive.. |
[May. 8th, 2006|12:56 pm] |
what do people assume when they first look at me?
track: "Slob On My Knob"
artist: Three 6 Mafia
comments: Lmao
what will be a big challenge in life for me?
track: "Parallel Universe"
artist: Red Hot Chili Peppers
comments: Interesting
am i a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
song: "We're Going Wrong"
artist: Cream
comments: Fuck.. lol
do i have a Secret Admirer?
song: "Where Are You Going?"
artist: Dave Matthews Band
comments: Hmmm..
will i ever become manically depressed in my life?
song: "Bright Lights Keep Shining"
artist: Comeback Kid
comments: That's not a good sign at all
how will i die?
song: "River Bellow"
artist: Billy Talent
comments: I have a fear of drowning, that ain't right!!
is someone trying to kill me?
song: "Warning"
artist: Green Day
comments: Oh, excellent!
what is my sexual preference?
song: "Free Man Acid"
artist: Squarepusher
comments: hahaha.. wait, huh? |
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| So apparently.. |
[Jan. 22nd, 2006|03:29 pm] |
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| | stuff | ] |
I checked my e-mail, and I got a nudge from Nuno.
Apparently you can nudge people on here.
So basically, MySpace has ripped me away from this thing. Shit happens. |
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| Holy shit.. |
[Dec. 1st, 2005|05:21 am] |
I have completely forgotten about this thing.
Damned Myspace.
www.myspace.com/theanticamel
Yeah, you can find me there. |
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[Jun. 8th, 2005|04:59 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | Chris Rock | ] |
Okay, I know I have sssssssssoooo much to update on here... Quarter is almost over in a week... i'll do a recap or something.. this has been some of the mostr hectic and insane months of my life..
Anyways I was tagged so I gotta post..
Tagged by: aroundthefur_pt
List your current six favorite songs, then pick six other people that have to do the same
1. Gorillaz - "Kids With Guns"
2. Bjork - "Pagan Poetry"
3. Chemical Brothers "Believe"
4. Nine Inch Nails "The Hand That Feeds"
5. Killswitch Engage - "One Last Sunset"
6. Snoozebox - "Not Yet"
I tag...
bethsidhe, michaellynn, cloudconnected, ellendavis, whitestrpsrock, idontfeelsick
Now time for the rarity: SLEEP |
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| What did you say? |
[Mar. 30th, 2005|05:12 am] |
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| | accomplished | ] |
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| | Chemical Brothers - "Out Of Control" | ] |
I JUST GOT MY GRADES BACK!!! They're exactly as I had hoped.. which is far better than I though the second half of the quarter.
Here is my progression thus far:
QUARTER ONE
-English Composition I: A
-Psychology: A-
-US History: B+
-Fundamentals of Design: B
-Computer Science: B-
QUARTER TWO
-Art History: B
-English Composition II: B
-Color Theory: B+
-Image Manipulation: B+
-Intro to Visual Effects: C-
QUARTER THREE
-2D Animation: B+
-Basic Algebra: A-
-Fundamentals of Drawing: A-
-Digital Typography: B
-3D Design-: B+
(Whatever the GPA of that is.. I don't know.. but it's over 3.1 ..and that's holy shit to me.)
***I would like to thank Mary Jane Hatcher, otherwise referred to as the walking corpse of Janet Reno, of Morris Catholic high school for advising me I will never make it anywhere with Visual Effects. My previous school systems who told me I was a fucked up child. Of course, I have to thank the Kean University math department for wasting me nine credits so I could get my A- ..you guys are wonderful. My oh-so supportive ex-counterparts for the claims of my horrible artistic abilities. Also, Wendy Byar of the Pod People for making me chip away at rocks with dangerous tools and inhale toxic chemicals.... Oh! Oh! ..and of course God! Cause that's the thing to do. Thank you!***
After the commercial break, Mark's guy drama.. stay tuned. |
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| Curiosity killed the cat.. good thing i'm a dog person. |
[Mar. 15th, 2005|12:11 am] |
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| | The Police - "Roxanne" | ] |
So I haven't been around here in a long time.. people have been wondering what's been up with me.. I kept everything to myself. I kind of fell out of this livejournal world lately. I feel like nothings keeping me here. Anybody out there?
Day by day I surprise myself, believing life will be repetitive and i've seen it all for now.. but it's never true. I find new ways to feel, ways I can't express.. ways I don't want to feel, ways I don't want to express. I need these changes, lest they take me to a track I don't belong on. Out of its goods and its evils, I just don't get life anymore. I'm happy.. i'm sad.. whatever.. that one detail remains the same.
Over the past two weeks I've been places I don't want to recall, but my mind doesn't let that happen. At some time i've been struck with some extreme disfortune. Not any everyday bruise. Sick, twisted results of things that scare me. Horrible deaths of people I know, unfortunate and unhappy situations of others I care, and the same old displacement I have with myself. Sometimes, it all just weighs on you.. and it changes the perspective and priorities of things you care about.
School drags me out more and more as it goes on.. I like the progression, but do these people realize what it takes out of us? I haven't been to Jersey for much more than a week, and I have one more week to do so before i'm back in the same 11 week grind. Finals week has again shown its ugly face, and some how I still gun it strong. Yet, the more I give out, I find myself standing in the same place. The same place, that somehow still makes me happy. But recent days bring me even broader happiness...
So i've once again came accross a guy.. but this time things just feel solid. As if I knew what solid was back then... It's funny the coincidences you find in life.. they seem to show you the way.
I felt I knew this guy.. and for months I did. Only this past week I finally had a chance to seek him out and explore that curiosity. Turns out.. we have the same friends, we dated the same guys.. and BAM: We're dating each other now. For once, he took the first initiative, I took the second initiative.. and neither of us had to ask for a third date, which is tonight.
I listened to all that came my way, I was told everything I wanted. I just never had a full grasp on it.. but it's clear now. It pays to pay attention to reality every once in awhile. I have now what I always wanted, it only came to me when I did not ask. Now that's an anti-depressant I like.
I am too lucky. How does this happen? I knew I deserved good, but how does a guy this good like me? In no way am I stupid enough to complain.. nor am I doubting myself.. I just have to watch my every step to make sure this is real.
If days could get brighter, i'd hope for them. |
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[Mar. 10th, 2005|12:45 am] |
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| |  lonely | ] |
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| | Gorillaz - Man Research | ] |
Lonely only begins to describe it.. |
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[Mar. 1st, 2005|05:47 pm] |
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| | mellow | ] |
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| | Red Hot Chili Peppers - "Fortune Faded" | ] |
This place is getting boring.. BLAH! I have MySpace now (I gave in.. I was sick of the daily threatening IMs)... my friends from school and my old school are all there.. I suggest you join too... The journal aspect of it sucks.. but it's awesome.
If people don't start posting more, this place is gonna lose me, lol |
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| I ain't no perfect man, i'm trying to do, the best that I can, with what it is I have.. |
[Feb. 25th, 2005|12:37 am] |
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| | disappointed | ] |
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| | Mos Def - "Umi Says" | ] |
So I have to face the fact, i'm never going to be an excellent student. This type of shit always made me hate the whole "NHS" bulshit and academic awards. Making every student that's not a fucking book-face genius with no life feel like they are just not good enough and don't try.. fuck that. I wish there was a way that I am missing in which I could do better, but I know there isn't. No one can tell me I have not worked hard and long enough here. Trust me, still some people try to knock the way I do things.. and am I doing bad with my ways? No. I knew that art school would be my time to shine and get those straight A's I always wanted. One C within two quarters so far.. don't bullshit me into thinking I can't handle my work. I may have expected too much out of myself, but above all.. I am just disappointed in general.. I have an extra zero and two absences now thanks to the school giving me false info.. now I think an A & B is going to end up a B & C. Fucking C. I'm begining to think, no matter how good you are in this damned school, you can fail out just for fucking politics. |
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